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May 12, 2008

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Happy Mothers Day’s�to all my Mama's.� Hope everyone had a great day!� Sunday morning I went to mass at St. Theresa’s Catholic Church.� You would have thought it was Christmas.� It was standing room only.� Good thing I am a party of one because I was able to find a seat.� After church I wanted to go to a restaurant to have breakfast before setting out to get some errands done.� Well that did not work out as planned.� Every place I went to was overflowing with people…I finally settled for Hardees because I was just plain HUNGRY (the quality of my breakfast was completely out the window).

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I survived my trip to the DMV.� 3 � hours later I walked out with a North Carolina Drivers License.� The test was a little tricky but you just had to get 20 out of 25 questions correct.

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I went down to Lowe’s Motor Speedway today to get set up for my work this weekend (Friday and Saturday night).� It’s just like when the fair comes to Athens.� There are semi’s all around the track, tents are going up, people working everywhere.� Things are starting to take shape.� There are even people in the camp grounds already!!!� It’s very, very, exciting.� It's hard for me to believe I am actually here.� I'm sure the excitement will wear off someday but for now it's great.

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Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass….

it is about dancing in the rain.

As We grow up,we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken Probably more then once and its harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your bestfriend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures. Laugh to much. And love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Well my school Church Hill Middle..started pretty good today, but then after first period things looked horiable one of my used to be bestfriends is trying to get eith my x-boy friend, and she knows that I still love him ALOT, So then I figured out that he liked her and I fliped and got made at my friend for even treating me like that. Then I fount out she had a boyfriend but was still trying to get with my x :(! Then I knew what I had to do I followed her up the stairs and got her by the shoulders and said look its a friend you can keep forever or a boyfriend you can keep a month she looked shocked and said she didn't know then I looked her and said its pretty clear what you want she then said what and I looked at my x and walked away. The fith period started we were going to the computer lab at the time and I seen the cement wall and I was just so upset so I punched it didn't know till bout three minutes later that I broke my finger:( what a drag. I hate back stambers!

Exams are sure boring things.....

but dis few exams wit sum1 special...

it's another different story.....

lately..all kinds of cute stuff happened.....

juz bcoz of a special 1...

saw a question ..'How do you define love?'

A gud question...

To me..love comes in various forms..

through fren...family...religion...or ur partner....

i found a fren,family,religion and a partner...

i think it's all in 1...

almost perfect......

Now comes another question...

'How to�prolong your flower's beauty?'

This is my question.....

Still seeking for answers....

(12/5/2008)

Luv u~^^

Happy Mothers Day for yesterday~

today~

i�go to song house~^^haha~

the second time le~^^so happy~

his family so cute~especially song's mother~^^so cute~

and his bro and sis~

i stay at his home almost the whole day~

studying lo~(study a bit only==play more~haha)

i like his family so much~^^but affraid they dun like me== feel so weird facing them==

so happy today~^^

haha~we have our dinner together~i eat so fast o==i also dunno how come i can eat so fast==

feel the distance between us are getting closer~^^like this~

cant wait for the next time~^^

today song ask me about our relation ship~

actually wat is the relation between us leh? friend?best friend?best best best best friend?............or couple?

i tell my self, friend will be the one always there.....but today.........my heart shake a bit le........

off course my thoughts wont change.........becoz all my experience told me tat couple never last......

when u r couples.......u will start to feel jealous, and then u will feel sad and angry when u see him near with other girls.........

then u will start to be angry with him and�all the quarrel�will appear......both will have arguement for every little small thing........like u should do this and not that ....wat ever......

then u will tide him by your side and start to tell him wat to do and not to�do and even�choose evrything for him.........this is bad, that is good........

if he dun listen........u will feel angry and he will feel angry too........

and yet, u will start to compare each other with other ppl..........and then u will feel confuse to continue this relation ship......

then at last.......there will be the end of this relation..........

but friend is different......

when u are friend, u dun have the ability to jealous, to�tide him by your side........

you cant tell him wat to do and wat cant do........

u cant tide him nor lock him in ur cage........

the only thing u can do is advise and encourage~

he still can has his freedom and�u can have yours~

there wont be a lock to lock both off u~

and when u need each other~for sure u both can be together~ maybe sit for a while and have a cup of tea can give u the comfort feeling~

friend wont give u stress but only happy and warm~

thats y i dun wan to be couples........

and yet.......if we become couples.......i dunno how long the relation can be keep.......i�scare........

dun wan our relation become worse.......

just want to give u a nice and warm and memorable time before u go to�USA..........

*baby......sorry�o............lost ur pencil.........ur favourite pencil........

i am really sorry.........

母亲节

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���母亲节到了, 敦敦写了一篇字作为礼物送给他老妈, 他还对我说，这篇文字也送给世界上所有的妈妈. 文字不长, 但足以令我和所有母亲们感动. 因为孩子用心体会到了母亲们的伟大牺牲精神。

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We all go through the process of life. Some people succeed, some people fail. For men, it’s to do your best. But for women the success is the failure. I think that the strongest living is the most-willingly dead. There are great sacrifices made around us, but we never understand. Mothers sacrifice themselves to help others. More simply said, to help men. Many men believe that they are soul engine of the family. They may forget that without women like my mother, families would not be possible. But if we understand we ourselves are all parts of the engine of this cycle, the maintainers of live, the world will be forever.

Actually..

wat am i??

a�best fren or a�worst 1.....

i enjoy every moment wit u...

but....sumtimes....

i think dat i'm too over....even pass the limits....

plz do remind me....

fren 4ever....

luv u~^^

(11/5/2008)

hope u enjoy today...